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Monday, 5 September 2016

CAN YOU FORGIVE ME? Yes, Willing!But I Don’t Know About God



Bismillaahir Rahmaanir Raheem                                                 4th Dhul Hijjah 1437 A.H.

Assalaamu alaykum wa Rahmatullaahi wa Barkaatuhu brothers and sisters. Allaahumma sualli ‘alaa Sayyidinaa Muhammad wa ‘alaa Aalihii wa Ashaabihii wa Ummatihii ajma’in. It is my prayer that you are well and that Allah azza wa jal takes care of your every affair. Aameen Yaa Allah!

I have just finished shedding some very sad tears after watching an episode of a series titled; ‘World of Mystery.’ Don’t laugh at me ok…heheheee! I just couldn’t help it. I bet you would have cried too; seeing how completely heartless we humans can be when we are obsessed with attaining a particular desire. May Allah azza wa jal continue to forgive all of our ills. Aameen Yaa Gafuur! Yaa Affuw!

A Man Comes to Visit an Old Friend
He is living somewhere else now. His wife just found a piece of paper in their old stuffs. He made someone read it to him because he couldn’t understand the language. It actually started with a ‘Bismillaahir Rahmaanir Raheem’ ‘In the name of God, the Beneficient, the Merciful’ in Arabic. I could read that from the paper at least (Smile for Sadaqa). He was told that the paper was a land document that dated wayyyy back! Yes! The paper said he had a land somewhere in the area he had come to now and since his friend was an Estate Contractor, he came to him to help him locate this land.

His friend, the Contractor, assured him that he could help him easily because he was well connected with people in the Land Industry. They were both glad.

 A Hardworking Old Woman and Her Two Grandchildren
This old woman is the guardian of her two beautiful orphaned grandchildren – a boy and a girl. She works hard to make money to take care of their school needs and others. Her younger friend who helps her to sell her handicrafts – Samiha, gives her total support and encouragement.

As she chat with Samiha, her grand-daughter alerts her on the presence of some men in front of their house. They tried to figure out what they were doing but could not. As Samiha left, the men came to see this old woman and they inform her that the land her house is built on does not belong to her. They show her the real owner.

 She tells them that her husband had bought the property about 30 years ago and they have been living there since. She shows them the documents but they realize her husband was cheated. They show her theirs too. The Contractor was being a little too hard on the woman but the owner cut in. Check it out!

GRANDMA:(As she escorts them out) Please Sir! Just listen. I beg you. I have never in my life taken what was not lawfully mine but show a little mercy please. What am I and the children going to do?(And she was talking to the Contractor who had taken the whole thing personal. The owner was quiet all along)
CONTRACTOR: That is none of my concern ma’am. You have to vacate this premises right away…
OWNER: (Cutting in) Hang on Ayhan! Look ma’am, do you have any income?
GRANDMA: Well, I have the pension from my late husband.
OWNER: All right ma’am. It seems to me that you are not very well off. This property was a surprise to me too. I myself, I’m not hungry or homeless; thank God. I’d like to sell you the house under terms which you think you can handle.
GRANDMA: Well…I don’t know about that sir. Now, I appreciate that but I just don’t think I have enough money sir.
OWNER: I don’t want very much from you ma’am. You pay me little by little when you can. Is that right?

So, an agreement was reached…

The Contractor tells the owner as they left the woman’s house;

CONTRACTOR:You really blew that deal Burhan. Who knows the fortune we could have sold that place for?
OWNER: Who cares Ayhan? Some things in life are more important than money. I am very well off, thank goodness. With or without the property, things won’t change for me financially.
CONTRACTOR: So there are honest people like you left in the world huh!

The owner had to leave town so he gave the power of attorney to the Contractor to deal with the woman per the agreement.

The contractor has a wife who wants him to get a summer house for her and she keeps putting pressure on him. She believes her husband is well off enough to get it for her and so when he was not doing that right away, she gave him a silent treatment.

…She was pushing him to earn more…

The Advice of a Friend
On the authority of Abu Musa al-Ash’ari, radiyallaahu anhu, the Prophet Muhammad suallallaahu alayhi wa sallam said;

‘The likeness of a righteous friend and an evil friend, is the likeness of a musk/perfume seller and a blacksmith. As for the perfume seller, he may either bestow something on you or you may purchase something from him or you may benefit from his sweet smell. As for the blacksmith, he may either burn your clothes or you may be exposed to his awful smell.’
(Bukhari and Muslim)

The Contractor had a friend who had been thinking negatively. He was possessed by an evil desire and he needed a companion to carry out that evil. He decided to convince the Contractor to see reason with him.

He was able to convince the Contractor to take the house from the old woman instead of selling it to her as the owner had agreed. When they take it from her, they can build apartments on it and rent them out to people and make big money. The Contractor resisted a little but he fell in love with the idea in the end. 

So, they surprised the poor woman who was so happy to see them with the news. She could not believe it. What about the agreement with the owner? They insisted she left the house as construction on the land was going to start the next day. Samiha who was around tried to help but they brushed all that they had to say off. They couldn’t even give a hoot to their pleas. Check this out!

GRANDMA: ...we have nowhere else to go. At least have pity on my two orphans.
CONTRACTOR: What do I care? Is it my fault they are orphans?
SAMIHA: What kind of talk is that Mister? Don’t you have a conscience? Should these people have to live on the street? At least give her a little time.
CONTRACTOR: But I don’t have time. The construction is moving forward.
GRANDMA: Please don’t son, it is a sin. Don’t take our house and our property away, I beg you.
CONTRACTOR: That’s enough. Move your things out of here by tomorrow or I will have the police throw you out by force, understand? (They were gone!)

Indeed, it is as Allah subhaanahu wa ta’aalaa tells us of how our hearts become more hardened than a stone which is even subtle to the fear of Allah azza wa jal. He says;

‘Then your hearts became hardened after that so they were like stones or even harder still. There are some stones from which rivers gush out and others which split open and water pours out and others which crash down from the fear of Allah. And Allah is not unaware of what you do.’
(Surat Al-Baqarah, the Cow, Chapter 2 ayah 74)

And then as they enjoyed their incoming ‘glory’ in a restaurant at night whilst it rained, the poor woman and her grandchildren pack their belongings in tears and walk out of where they have always known as home for years through the rain. This is where I found myself unable to control my tears. The sorrow I felt in my heart at how wicked we can be had to come out against my will.

As their tears mixed up with the rain, the Contractor and his friend talk about their incoming fortune this way…

FRIEND: This deal is going to make us a fortune, Ayhan.
CONTRACTOR: We’ll see. We’ll see. Ohan, it’s pouring like crazy huh! (Referring to the rain) I wonder if the old lady has moved out yet.
FRIEND: Don’t worry about her man, she must have otherwise we would have heard about her. And if she hasn’t yet, she will when they start to wreck the place. Don’t you worry about it. Just look at this rain, will you?
CONTRACTOR: The sky is really opened up. Pouring in.
FRIEND: Pouring down, yeah. Just like our profits will. Pretty soon, the money will flow into our pockets just like this rain.

They did not know that the sky was shedding tears along with this poor woman at their hard-heartedness. 

Soon, their construction was booming and even though they were pumping all that they had into it plus even loans from banks, they were hopeful that they could begin to sell the apartments even before they were fully ready in order to start making money to pay off their debts.

The original owner who had agreed to sell the house to the woman had come to meet them chatting about their fortunes in the building that was being constructed. He congratulated them angrily and went with the contractor to talk it out in his office.

OWNER: What did you do Ayhan? This isn’t why I gave you that power of attorney.
CONTRACTOR:Hey! I didn’t do anything, Burhan. She changed her mind.
OWNER: Ayhan, don’t you lie to me.
CONTRACTOR: Look Burhan, we’ve been friends for a long time. If you accuse me of being a liar that all changes.
OWNER: Don’t you have any pity to throw that old woman and her poor children out on the street? I thought I’d stop off and see how she was getting along and look what I found out.
CONTRACTOR: Look man, you told me to sell the place, you got your money, right, didn’t you?
OWNER:It’s not about money Ayhan. I told you not to take her house away.
CONTRACTOR:(Getting over furious now) What’s the big deal? I’m not running an orphanage. It’s a business and if you care so much for her, why didn’t you stay and look after her? You gave me power of attorney and you got your money.
OWNER: I didn’t know you were so damn hard-hearted Ayhan. Who knows how those poor people are now. Shame on you!

If only he had a sense of shame?

The Contractor’s wife was cheerful now. She can see things going well for her husband who promises to get them the summer house as soon as the construction was done. Then the bearer of bad news knocked. It was his very good friend. He had come to tell him they had lost it all.

…the building collapsed…

Yes! You read right. All their money was gone in a flash. The whole building had crashed and they were in deep trouble. There was no money to pay for the loans they had taken to support the project. 

It is a fair world owned by a Just God, Al-Adl. 

‘On the Day when Heaven is split apart in clouds and the Angels are sent down rank upon rank. The Kingdom that Day will belong in truth to the All Merciful. It will be a hard Day for the disbelievers. The Day when a wrongdoer will bite his hands and say; ‘Alas for me! If only I had gone the way of the Messenger! Alas for me! IF ONLY I HAD NOT TAKEN SO AND SO FOR A FRIEND! He led me astray from the reminder after it came to me.’
(Surat Al-Furqan, the Criterion, Chapter 25 ayah 25 to 29)

And then the bank had come to assess his house to take it away. His wife now realized the magnitude of their loss and she began to scream at him at where they were going to live and plenty things. He assured her that they will go and live with his mother. Then she had mentioned reality…

‘Isn’t that house registered in your name? Won’t the debt collectors go there too?’

Before the entry of the Bankers, she had tried to give him hope that all was not lost. He had come to the house after checking on the collapsed building. He was devastated and he tells his wife;

CONTRACTOR:I’m finished. I’m ruined…
WIFE: What do you mean you are finished Ayhan?
CONTRACTOR: All that hard work and money, it turned to dust in an instance.
WIFE: Is it that simple Ayhan? You can’t be this hopeless. We haven’t really lost everything, have we now?

Then the knock by the Bankers….

The Contractor had rushed to his mother’s house after his wife made him see reality. When his old mother saw him, she said in her feeble voice;

‘Hello son! The debt collectors came by. They want to take the house. They told me to get my things out right away. What’s going on son? What have you done? God help me.’

Then he had asked himself;

‘God! What did I do? Tell me’

He Had a Dream
He had seen when the woman was leaving the house with her grandchildren in the rain. He was watching them from a distance in tears. He heard the woman saying;

‘Why did this happen to me? Why? Why did this happen to me? Why? Why? Allah, I’ve never known those who tried to take what belonged to me. Allah, please protect these orphans. I am not strong enough to protect them myself. Allah, I deliver the people who took away our home and put us in this situation to you. I deliver them to you.’

Then he screams as they leave;

‘Hang on! Please, don’t go. Stop! I changed my mind. Please! Forgive me. Take your house back.’

Then he wakes up…

Once Rasuulullaah suallallaahu alayhi wa sallam had said;

‘Beware of the supplication of the oppressed, even if he is an unbeliever, for there is no barrier between it and Allah.’

So he had found Samiha’s house and asked about the poor woman. She lived in Samiha’s house since, he was told. When the woman had seen him, she had been shocked. She said;

‘Did you come to knock this place down too?’

Of course! What else will bring such a hard-hearted person to her house? They say;

‘Once bitten, thirty-three times shy.’

He began to cry, knelt before her and said;

‘Forgive me ma’am. I’m sorry. I was tempted by evil and I did you wrong. I was possessed with such greed for money. Please forgive me.’

GRANDMA:(Comfortingly) Stop that now. What’s happened to you?
CONTRACTOR: Will you forgive me ma’am? Can you forgive me for what I did to you?
GRANDMA:(Nodding) I forgive you willingly. I do forgive you but I don’t know if God will forgive you. You seem truly sorry. I pray the Lord will forgive you too.

That woman was a ‘Sona Bibi.’ She had a ‘heart of gold.’ Martin Luther King Jr. had said once;

‘We must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love. There is some good in the worst of us and some evil in the best of us. When we discover this, we are less prone to hate our enemies.’

And who is more forgiving than Allah azza wa jal? Subhaanallaah! Indeed, His mercy far prevails over His wrath. How can we then despair of His mercy and forgiveness? How can we? Today, I saw a lady post on facebook that;

‘If Allah did not forgive sin, there will be no one in Paradise.’

Subhaanallaah! And Allah azza wa jal tells us that;

‘Say; ‘O My servants who have transgressed against themselves by sinning, do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful.’
(Surat Az-Zumar, the Troops, Chapter 39 ayah 53)

I believe that when we are truly remorseful of the wrongs we do others and their forgiveness of us is also true, then a foundation to a greater and better relationship is built. So, when we seek for forgiveness from Allah azza wa jal and from the people we have wronged, let us do so with all sincerity and when we forgive the wrongs others have done us, let us do so also with all sincerity. Only then is true peace attained. Smile to Jannah!

The lessons in this story abound. May we be among the few who are able to forgive it all whole-heartedly as we seek the forgiveness of Allah azza wa jal too. Aameen Yaa Allah. Do remember me in your du’a as always.

Jazaakumullaahu khairan!
Love fiisabilillaah
Rubaba-Elhaam Mmahajia-Rahma Sabtiu-Morla

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